As my tears fall, first rains on a dry patch soul retrieval, think about her place and I’m right back hoped she would wake up and see the light like a night stand that whole relationship was a prolonged anti climax, a time - capsule, training regiment for the right damsel, A bike handle, grip was holding on too tight wouldn’t communicate our needs, instead we’d argue and fight furnished a different abode, She was a youth in all them clubs, I wanted to build up a home some day know she’ll regret it half way through her slut phase I poker face it heavy, act unfazed She shot me, left a lethal wound, pretended I was unscathed I used to call for updates, now I’m up late talking to her upgrade It dawned on me as the dusk came We would take shots, have sex and take shots then start to take shots like gunplay what a fatal foreplay built a fort around her heart defence become her forte Where we ended up was not the destination we planned (increase intensity) Or was is too far, so we missed it, like my brothers court date memories of her departure, phantoms in my doorway I left a lot of me behind, transitioned stage like tour dates Pin Point the hotel California, Or the corner of envy and paranoia where my inner child’s said to be located I had abandoned him, by damning him I should’ve bandaged him built a wall to my emotions and I left a damn in him Disempowered him and banished him instead of backing him When they say that I’m a failure then what would I have to think Tense on the plot but granted since my brother passed it’s been Aunt regards me as an idiot because I’m passionate, I’m not having it, so I blocked that contact, You started a calm man I tried to help her see it long back like contacts Refuse to deal with this, I’ll criss cross that contract This the same old song, please pass that aux back You’ll burn eternally for Interfering with Gods plan your lie ability leads to discredit like card scams You shouting, saying leave, I’m saying bet like card hands Don’t dare retrace your steps the day I stumble on soft lands. As my tears fall, the first rains on a dry patch His Majesty, Lord Lucretius