For, for our love. For, for our life. Why didn't I do this, why couldn't I see it? Talk of it, I know I can't feel shit. Watching myself barely breathing, forget I go where they goin', not knowin', I showin, I'm throwin' it out. This longing to feed, this heartache to need you. I'm wanting to change, I'm wanting to heal everything. This moment explored, lying on the bathroom floor. It's wanting to change, not knowing how to heal anything. Look for you, where will I find. Come around and take all I got For, for our love. See it clear as now. Watching myself barely breathing, forget I go where they goin', not knowin', I showin, I'm throwin' it out. Communion, we got so far, standing beneath the stars. I'm wanting to change, I'm wanting to heal everything. Why you such a good girl, good girl, good girl? Why you such a good girl? Why didn't I do this, why couldn't I see it? Talk of it, I know I can't feel shit. F**k it, I go where they're going. Why didn't I do this, why couldn't I see it? Talk of it, I know I can't feel shit. F**k it, I go where they're going. Why didn't I do this, why couldn't I see it? Talk of it, I know I can't feel shit. F**k it, I go where they're going. Why didn't I do this, why couldn't I see it? Talk of it, I know I can't feel shit. F**k it, I go where they're going. The digital thing is strange. Everybody engages with it and I find it addictive. I think if you're finding anything addictive, it's primarily negative.