Kicked off the CTA Smell like weed, I had to walk home All The guys live under street lights they parents is not home Smoking on my roof cause my mama left out for Costcos Man she went to Costcos I hope she get them waffles Cause that shit pick me up from out insanity Holding on my own head rubbing arms cause you abandoned me Looking at this TV & looking outside Societies plan for Me Somedays stand outside with all the guys stare at The stars & do their plans for free Serve drugs and dismantle dreams I don't wanna about know everything I be scared to go outside Social anxiety searching entirely Is a variety thru sobriety I see necessity all in the recipes I don't feel special I need some accessories Especially when I'm down bad they ain't catching-me Testing me wrestle me this my legacy Something I better be, greatness ahead of me Death in the back of me this my anatomy Took on some felonies fallacies casualties Hate that I got look back at a track & react like its only some chattering That shit is shattering Feel like the dagger is stabbing you harder than ever But I cannot measure in treachery You cannot manage my destiny aiming to wreck up some records It took me a second to get it together but now it's forever No matter the weather My Rhetoric better Matching my happiness with a lil cheddar Tryna progress I aint tryna be clever Me and bro just had a dollar We love 50 cent cakes Aint enough money in the world to make somebody feel safe l But its so much love in the world when somebody fly way They could take 1 million followers right down their to they grave So I got questions for these labels & they partners that paid Have ya ever Oded or lost ya partner to a K & you now popping pills today cause you got moves you gotta make Turn that drill shit louder can't have feelings not today & the real trick is they monetizing every play From that record that you spin to the jail cell where you lay (Facts) What if told you yo life was part of a business & Even if you don't rap somebody gets a percentage You could work inside a office or or work inside of a prison it all looks like a in-school suspension Said it all feels like we in here pre-tending As the clock spin one mo time for new beginnings Its the god in me man - made time i don't feel it Now Rock with me one mo time if y'all feel it Cause its way to much love in the world to be concealing Know its tough loooove like Bigs said in my city this rap money don't change lives it make a distance Allows them to present us persistence in a sumbission Treat us like politicians elect the views that you sponsor He ain't turn to a monster we just supporting nonsense Shame on all our subconscious How we preach to toddlers The Internets influential And Infinite out school How We gone have em learning lessons Still figuring out the rules who's the real hater if be ya self isn't cool The independent route gave me many doubts But I've been in plenty bouts without any clout The gift I have words nerve and money I can splurge , You see that re-up gave me freedom just like Jay in his songs Im not a rapper im a hustler don't you ever get that wrong I flunked out college sending Gmails of my songs To SoundCloud Spotify Apple Tidal, all cause I Believed I could fly out towards the sun rise Pass my alumni Cause I all ways dumb high Use to run the streets When my ideas could break a treadmill Now my work out standing I still get depressed though The plug still my best friend The light that sparks up every issue That I lost rest in Still Caving my chest in like pirates investments They lied the world gets bigger I'm looking at 3 suns ! The tides gone rise but dada Glocks go fee fum one thing I won't be is dead beat in the streets son But CTA Train rides taught me everything know Late nights in city my mama wonder where I go ****ed up with some friends and van filled with smoke So many plans in the end now your alone Kicked off The bus good weeds bad cologne I need a minute from the internet and my phone Been Concealing these feeling Ive been dealing with on my own Just like The stars from my roof im moving on