They gon' tell me I ain't Christian But I'm just being real I'm just gon' keep it one hundred with you for the one time I ain't been all the way honest with you Huh They want me to die They want me to fail They want me to stumble Don’t want me in heaven Wan' see me in hell They want me to fall I’m cutting’em off I had to exhale I’m following Jesus He offered me freedom He leading the blind It’s written in braille They say they a dog When it come to trouble, they run and they hide, they ducking they tails I got a problem with communication, like the second letter, I’m leaving’em be I used to hide behind the music, hide behind the vocals, now I’m just giving’em me I follow God but ain’t seen him in weeks, I’m tired of the lying, I’m keeping it G Don’t have a gun, my weapons the tongue, I only speak life, i’m keeping the peace I got a friend that died in the streets It hurt my soul, I’m having them dreams Saw me at church and he wanted to scream Ain’t seen me in years he couldn’t believe Told me how much that he listen to me He gave me his number and told me to link Texted my phone and I left him on read And then a week later the was dead I got some problems that’s still in my head I got a new phone, don’t know what he said Tossing and turning all night in my bed You look in my eyes, you see it? It’s red Know I got talent, I’m just inconsistent And then I get mad and think that I’m victim Think it’s too hard and start blaming the system But really it’s me, I’m just getting in rhythm Promise that you cannot hurt my feelings I saw my grandma in the hospital Messing with my family, boy I’ll kill’em Holy spirit know that I need healing Lost it all before, so I ain’t tripping Always look around, so I ain’t slipping I need some holy water just to sip it I had a train to heaven lost the ticket Huh Huh I’m getting baptized okay I’m getting baptized, I’m getting baptized I’m getting baptized okay Hmm I’m getting baptized okay I’m getting baptized, I’m getting baptized I’m getting baptized okay Hmm I’m getting baptized okay I’m getting baptized okay Hmm I’m getting baptized okay I’m getting baptized okay