Behind closed curtains U can’t see the things I see Behind closed curtains I can’t even barely breath Behind closed curtains U act like I ain’t on your team U don’t dream what I dream U don’t drink like I drink Behind closed curtains I cant tell u certain things Behind closed curtains I love you don’t mean nothing Behind closed curtains Theres roaches and hopeless feinds They havin babys as teens With Not enough food to eat I’m from a broken home Always loud it’s nvr calm Always stayed inside my room Lay back and talked to walls Dnd 16 missed calls 15 from bae and 1 from mom Mb I’m stuck inside my thoughts Can’t count how many I fought I sit in silence my bottle laid on top my bed There’s so much violence in my circle Shi got me seeing red They chasin diamonds I just want more than 50 cents My stomach growin and I’m still workin for a check Say it’s okay to let it rain U gon get thru it again Because you’ve gone thru greater pain I just don’t when it’ll end Calm down oh Don’t fall now They lookin up to u So it best to watch yo mouth Put out the blunt and wipe the ashes off the couch Ik u tired and the voices won’t come out We seek better days Dinner table full plates Oh lord I pray Pls don’t take me away Not to soon Nothin else to lose I ain’t have nothin to choose I don’t make up the rule Ik it’s gon harder but I won’t tie up a noose