I'm just a Mortal Man on the surface Workin' as I think about my next purchase I'm cursing the life that I'm given in the evening Reality is pain fall asleep while I'm bleeding I be begging on my knees as the sun rises Got too many mixed feelings I can't summarize it You know I'm a good child I just love wildin' Taking cover under pressure but I'm bad at hiding Trying to communicate Everytime we try to talk I'm just a little too late Took a break contemplated started questioning existence Now my head is clear I be focused with consistence As I look up to the sky Every minute, Every day I sit back and wonder why Who am I, Staring at the mirror then he asks Who am I, Homie why we doing all these tracks HOOK: Dear God, I know we haven't spoken in a while I hope you got time for another problem child Dear God, I wanna thank you for all of the blessings And for all the bad times I had to learn my lesson My God, sorry I forgot to give you credit, sorry my apology be sounding apathetic Dear God, You know that I can do this on my own Looking down upon me as I try to watch the throne Grew up in a school surrounded by anomalies I was one of them, special kid since the age of 3 Let me be, they wouldn't let me be myself in peace Couldn't speak out 'til I pulled out all my baby teeth Looking for your presence in the Dark Put my anger in these words couldn't keep em in my heart I fell apart, but you knew I could build myself back up again Same old story but I'm writing with a different pen Every single chapter is amazin' Whoevers up there it is you that I'm praising Embracing the fear of the unknown I can feel it in my bones Every single place I go I always know I'm not alone Carry on Carry on Righting all my wrongs even as I write this song Carry on Carry on Righting all my wrongs even as I write this song I've been looking at the answer at the wrong places Wasting time thinking all the time I wasted Everybody on this Earth got two faces I got trust issues, no I can't erase it Circulating with your power 24/7 getting paid by the hour Every blessing always comes with a price so I'm living right now to say thank you for my life dear God