I'm gonna kill myself I just bought a shotgun to kill myself Thinking about my impermanence Thinking bout doing it permanent I'm gonna kill myself I just bought a shotgun to kill myself Thinking about my impermanence Thinking bout doing it permanent I'm gonna kill myself I just bought a shotgun to kill myself Thinking about my impermanence Thinking bout doing it permanent They told me to meditate I'm doing that shit but I'm losing faith I'm ruining shit in front of my face I'm through with this shit I need a vacay, ay I need a wristband I need a piss pan I got a wingspan Fly, fly, fly, ay Jump out the Grand 'Can Pull up to Baghdad Ka, ka, ka I'm in love with the sound I need a wristband I need a piss pan I got a wingspan Fly, fly, fly, ay Jump out the Grand 'Can Pull up to Baghdad Ka, ka, ka I'm in love with the sound Raise the rate Up, as high as they raise the rent Oops, I went, and roped my neck On two, xanax, I'm not even fed It's ten in the morning I'm waking up dead They mourning my body And wearing all black I'm outta my body I'm not on my bed Get down on the ground 'Cause I'm not on my meds I got an AR And imma get in my car Animal, aim at your broad Lanza, going to God You won't even see it coming bitch Bullets flying when I flick that switch Lot of guys going down, that's it Wipe the town down, ki- ki- ki- I'm doubled down on this no kid shit I got one plan, it's to go get rich I'm shooting shots at you stupid bitch You dumb as **** I'm not new to this Pick up my phone, I'm like who dis? God on my line, he like ooh shit Boy you been ****in up stupid Better go visit him real quick I been doing this shit For a minute I'm Mula I get to the root of my problems Then cool off Sticking myself with that good shit Blue eyes, pinprick I do this shit cause I'm bored no Pinterest I am a thrill seeker I'm getting ****ed up and I leak and slur I never could limit a weekend splurge Addiction strong like teak and fir so I'm gonna kill myself I just bought a shotgun to kill myself Thinking about my impermanence Thinking bout doing it permanent They told me to meditate I'm doing that shit but I'm losing faith I'm ruining shit in front of my face I'm through with this shit I need a vacay, ay I need a wristband I need a piss pan I got a wingspan Fly, fly, fly, ay Jump out the Grand 'Can Pull up to Baghdad Ka, ka, ka I'm in love with the sound I need a wristband I need a piss pan I got a wingspan Fly, fly, fly, ay Jump out the Grand 'Can Pull up to Baghdad Ka, ka, ka I'm in love with the sound